Brain Transplant?

Ok, its official.  Something is seriously wrong with me.  I have almost got the March birthdays and Mother’s Day sorted already.  And we’re only halfway through January.  What happened to my usual last minuteness?  I must have had a brain transplant or something.  I’ve been way too positive lately, and am using my brain far too much.  But I seriously am thinking this year could be a good one.  It started well, and maybe I’m counting my eggs before they’re in the basket, but it’s weird for me to still be feeling this positive this far in to the year.  Normally I’m feeling crap about stuff from the word go.  Sure I’m still scared I won’t find a job by July and will have to move to some grotty little house in a crap area of town (if I’d even be able to afford that), but I don’t know, the fears aren’t plaguing me yet.  It could change though I suppose.  I hope not though.  I actually rather like the new me.  Though I still have my dark sense of humour.

I just have to make sure I keep The Child on the straight and narrow.  I don’t want her ripping anyone’s heart out or anything.  Bless her bizarre outbursts.

I just have one thing to add.  People who actively try to stuff things up for their ‘friend’, why do they do it?  The Ex has on going club drama.  One member of the club is trying to cause problems for two others who have just got engaged.  They haven’t been together long, and therefore hadn’t told relatives yet.  So what does this girl do?  She goes and tells the guy’s sister.  Oh and she also tells the sister that the fiancée's a bit of a slapper as well.  Nice.  I certainly wouldn’t do that to any of my friends.  Come to think of it, I wouldn’t do that to anyone I didn’t like either.  Some people.  I don’t know.  Madness.