Well, tomorrow’s a big day for me. I start my counselling skills part one course. I can’t wait. I’m really hoping I enjoy it, and that I’m not totally useless. Though to be honest I don’t think I will be. I’m good at listening. It’s just the other things I’ll need to learn. I can do empathy and stuff, but counselling is so much more than listening and empathising. I just hope that I can do all the parts of the course eventually, and actually do something with it. I’ve wanted to do counselling since I was eighteen. I just needed the motivation, and the support I guess.
So, the counselling course starts tomorrow. Maybe soon I’ll have a job as well. And maybe The Situation will be resolved soon too. I’m determined to remain positive this year, I am. It’s had a good start so far, and I hope the positive feelings remain. I felt rubbish at the start of last year, and it was a rubbish year. I felt positive at the start of this one, so maybe it’ll be a positive year. Yes I’m talking a load of bollocks, but I don’t care. I’m going to get out into the real world this year. I’m going to witness loads of random madness that I can put down here. Nothing counselling related of course though. That stuff’s confidential.
Oh, and The Child started back at school yesterday. What does she do her first day back? Fall and cut her cheek open. She had a good day despite this. In fact she was thrilled telling me the story of her accident all the way home. She freaked out a bit when she saw the damage admittedly, but she was reassured this morning when she saw it was looking a bit better. She’s a mad thing, bless her. And I’m so glad she’s happy to be back. I know I’m happy she’s back. And I spent my first day of freedom tidying and cleaning her bedroom. It won’t be long before it’s a bombsite again though of course, but never mind.
No comments:
Post a Comment