Sunday, 19 February 2012

I Was Asking for it Really

The Situation needs to be over now.  I wasn’t expecting it to end like this actually.  As much as I knew this could happen, I really wasn’t expecting it to.  Especially after certain recent revelations.  But now what has happened has happened.  And I am hurting like hell.  I knew I’d get hurt though.  I was asking to get hurt by getting involved in something like this.  I just really wasn’t expecting this.  I really wasn’t.  And I know that I don’t really have a right to feel what I’m feeling, but I do.  And I only have myself to blame.  This is all my fault really.  I was asking for it.  Well, I guess this is only what I deserve.  And I knew it had to end sometime. 

I need to focus my energy on other stuff.  I need to forget about all this.  I need to move on as soon as possible.  I just wish I knew how.  But I’ll work it out.  I always do.  I have to.  For The Child’s sake at least.

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