Insanity

Ok, so I never have been the most sane person on the planet.  Anyway, proof of my insanity consists of spending nearly a tenner on chocolate yesterday.  I’m broke!  No matter how crap I’m feeling at the moment, I do no need expensive chocolate.  Though it is ages since I’ve had chocolate covered coffee beans.  They are gorgeous.  And how many places sell 99% dark chocolate?  Seriously?  I still feel a bit bad though.  Yes I've had a crappy time so far this year, but still.  I’ve also already almost used up my internet credit.  I only bought it just over a week ago.  Three gigabytes.  How?  This comes from watching too many Rammstein videos on Youtube I think.  But it’s the Made in Germany tour.  And Richard looks so gorgeous.  I need serious cheering up.  A gorgeous man playing guitar and chocolate cheer me up.  I am officially not in a good place when I need those things to make me feel anything remotely approaching happy.  The sooner I get a job the better.  At least my Saturdays are occupied now.  And yes, I’m occupied when The Child’s not at school or at her Dad’s too.  It’s not quite the same though.  Oh well.