One of Those Days

I’m having one of those days I think.  It didn’t start well, and gradually got worse.  At least I didn’t sleep in.  Then again as The Child wouldn’t get ready, and then managed to drop a new loo roll down the loo, we ended up setting off late for school.  Somehow we actually made it on time though.  But I don’t like starting off my day with heaps of stress. 

After I got home I suffered further attacks of guilt, and so spent most of the day trying to distract myself.  I seem to have developed a dependency on chocolate again, which is not good.  I must not get myself chocolate when I feel guilty.  It will not erase it, and will only cost me money I should be spending elsewhere.  i think I get enough exercise to counteract the potential weight gain issue there.  Hmm.  It still isn’t good though.  But feeling guilty about the chocolate is marginally more bearable than the guilt I feel over The Situation.

I also got my free credit, about an hour after I’d topped up.  The free credit of course meant that I didn’t need to top up.  If only it had come through an hour sooner.  Grrr.  I'd have needed to top up sooner or later of course, but it would have bought me a bit more time.

The highlight of the day so far has to be scraping dog poo out of The Child’s shoe with a cocktail stick though.  Hmm.  At least I managed to get the shoe cleaned up.  And at least it was only the one.  So maybe today wasn't so bad.  It could certainly have been loads worse.  But there’s still plenty of time in which things can go wrong.  And I've definitely had my fill for one day.  And though what I’ve put might seem trivial, I have not given details of what’s going on in my head.  For a start that’s just a bit too personal, and also, I don’t think anyone really needs to know just how neurotic I actually am.  Oh well, hopefully tomorrow will run a little more smoothly.