Well, things seem to have returned to normal on The Ex front. This is kind of a relief, but it would have been nice to have solved some of our differences. All problems have once again been swept under the carpet, free to resurface at any moment, as usual. I just hope that this time there’s a decent period between blow ups. I can handle the occasional blow up every now and then, but the frequent ones? Not so good. Not that the other ones are good either, but more bearable. There’s time to get over it all, and almost forget it ever happened. Hmm. Oh well, I’ll just have to wait and see I guess.
The Child’s still enjoying school. We’ve read a fair few school books now, not that she’s actually learning to read yet. Instead school just give out books for us to read to our kids. A good idea for those who don’t really do books I guess, but for those of us who do, well, it’s part of the usual bedtime routine. I just have to remember to fill in the Reading Record thing. And the Weekend Book. All fun. I do find I am really missing The Child though. After teatime I find myself sitting with her watching awful kids TV, just so I can spend a bit more time with her. It’s nice actually, and a bit of a relief. I am maternal after all it seems. And she doesn’t complain.
The Situation is kind of getting potentially interesting. I’m not sure if this is good or bad. Could be either really. Hmm. I just don’t want to get hurt again. I need to keep the defences up I think. Maybe celibacy would be a good choice? Grrrr!
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